more than a week since i last updated.well nothing much happened during that week. i’m still the usual slacker in school. it’s like i’m going to school just for the sake of attendance. i don’t even listen in lectures, always sleep in class, feels that it’s troublesome to do tutorials. if i feel like it, i listen. if not, it’s either i doze off or leave the class after attendance has been taken. the funny thing is, my classmates asking me how to explain certain things. what’s even funnier is that i understood what was taught even though i sleep in class. i wonder how i manage to reach 2nd year with this kind of attitude.pure luck i guess. haha.
i finally picked up dance.it’s hard to believe, but well, it is true. i didn’t expect myself to be committed to dancesport. and because of this, i neglected tennis.ahha.(not that im good at it anyway).good thing my dance partner is maimai(she labels me as her lesbian partner.haha).there’s a dance competition coming up in june(not sure when is it). even the seniors in dancesport encouraging ME to participate. hahaha. it really is great to get encouragement. appreciation is the key to maintaining and enhancing self-esteem.huhuhu.
i’m not good-looking.so? if you don’t want me,go find someone better.
even though i’m not really the type to get jealous over anything(not anymore), i DO get jealous at times.espiecially when it comes directly from someone else’s mouth. but what do i care. everyone has freedom of speech.i should keep that in mind.
yeah,so we’ve been dating for 1 month or so. one thing i find her is that she doesn’t really like to get angry and is very apologetic. which is a good thing. i guess i can’t accept it. nevertheless, everyone is unique in their own way and im slowly accepting facts.she doesn’t like it when i say ‘whatever makes you happy’. whywhywhywhywhywhy???????hahahaha. i really cherish her alot but she told me she’s not ready. she told me not to wait and find someone else. but there’s something about her worth waiting for.i don’t know.
untilnext time,
squeaky2.