i grow tired of escalating myself one step beyond in order to reach out for those in need.I have been doing that for the past 5 years and i see no fruition of my deeds.not even a thank you.
Anger.Frustration.Bewilderment.Astonishment.
i’m not suppose to endure all this because i can just leave it all one side.but i chose not to.why,do you ask?simple.i thought that by doing so,i would be appreciated but so far,the only people that notices my actions are those from my workplace.i appreciate them more than anything.i won’t want to be specific because it would be unfair.i apologise for being too general,but it can’t be helped.i know,i’m a bit too exaggerated at times,but that’s who i am.well,enough of the bullshit.i’ll get back to the story.
today i had flag day and i was suppose to meet up afiq at northpoint at 9am(i guess).guess what?i woke up late actually.haha!bathed quickly and went to meet up with him.even when i was rushing,there were people who were willing to donate.such hearty citizens.met afiq at MacDonald’s with Jennifer and her friends.saw athirah at the underpass.then invited her along to go chong pang.in the end,there were a few incidents that occurred.we ended up going to SAFRA and played pool.sorry fiq,but i’m telling you,it’s really luck and not skill.i just look at how people play and i apply.after the pool thingy,went back to school.there was these two indonesian guys looking at athirah while she was sleeping.what was their problem.they were even grinning.maybe i’m paranoid,but i just kept my cool lah.then returned back the tins.
after that,some of the TOFUs met up and waited for papa at the library.so many stories to be told lor.then papa came and took some pictures.we went outside for dinner.i had to go off because of certain matters to be assessed.sorry folks!now i’m home.tired,exhausted but i’m feeling a bit of emotions now.haha.nonetheless,i’m fine and i’ll end my entry here.
bad news kan!haha.padan muker kau!dah tau dier dah suker org lain,masih nak gatal2 lagi!stupid gay man you…haha..you’re so pathetic.